Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Back at work.We are involved in a Book Fair now, so I'm usually able to finish my work (and I try my very best to) beforehand. And that leaves me a great deal of time to do my 'own work', yea!
Time just pass, and I do mean PASS when you do what you love to do. Can't really figure out how biblegateway-ing, checking mail, blog reading, writing e-mails, super-poking, real blogging, a little drawing and staring at my new watch (yes! can't wait show you all and thank you, JR) can actually gobble the rest of the time after lunch.
It's weird, I know, that I'm 'blogging words'. It's partly because I'm feeling very vexed lately. Please keep me in prayers.
I feel really bad when I have to cancel/miss appointments/meet-ups. Especially, this coming Saturday, where I'll reach just in time to cut the birthday cake (maybe) and round up the whole party. I'm not very sure why, but I feel selfish in a way.
Many wonder how busy can I get and what am I busy with. Afterall, I'm single-attached, working, no commitments, no projects...
'Christianity is a religion for people who've got nothing better to do.'I overheard this guy saying this on the train. And I'm GREATLY disturbed and pissed, and I am and still am. But deep within that burning anger, I feel hurt. I've never found any greater joy than serving God and being with His people. Yes, I do have countless of activities and stuff to do, but that doesn't amount to a discount that I can have off my normal human obligation. I still have my family and friends to care for, a job to get, work to be done, bills to be paid...
Jesus, I know I can always count on You. People may not understand, I've tried explaining and I'm tired of it, but You understand and You are still in control no matter what. Help me to forgive people who don't know You , who despise You and Your works. Amen.
3:22 PM
