HisGrace.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Still down

I feel like I’m in the wilderness. Chin, I kind of felt how you felt then. Where everything was beautiful and you know it’s Him, and the next moment, the table is turned around. It might be something I did wrong or whatever reasons. I’m pressing on. It’s hard, but I will still go on. I’m been trying to pay attention, keeping my ears open… but it still comes down to nothing. So, I’m not going to send ‘you-es’ QT until I really receive a revelation. I don’t have to lie. It’s easy to come out with a few words about what I’ve learnt, but what’s the point. I don’t know what wrong. Nothing pops out from the word. The gate is shut, I have no access. He’s silent. Things are different now. For all who care, keep me in sincere prayer in Jesus’ name. I really do need them. Thanks.

1:58 PM

Monday, October 29, 2007

Grace is down (for awhile) =(

Haven’t felt so down for a loooong time.

Psalm 67:17 Do not hide your face from your servant; answer me quickly, for I am in trouble.

I’m so not used to this, Lord.
There is no where else I would rather be.
Won’t You search my heart and grant me my heart’s desire.

But then again…

Isaiah 55:9 "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.

(‘Yellow’ birds please… )

1:23 PM

Sunday, October 28, 2007

‘Often the painful words, not the smooth ones, ultimately bring the greatest freedom and protection.’ Under Cover, John Bevere

Despite the given character of mine, I find it a struggle to ‘tell someone off’ in love. It’s easy to ‘joke’ with the meanest idea ever, but when it comes to recognizing faults and bringing it out in conversation, it’s really a torture! I’m filled with every ounce of fun and laughter, but when it comes to the ‘serious’ stuff, I don’t know why, I find myself die away. I tried to be serious at times, times where I really need to be, I really tried, but… Makes me wonder how I can ever be mature in a way that I don’t even know what. Hee

Prayer request for now!
Pray that I will be able to take leave off for Kidz and YI Camp.
Thanks!

10:12 PM

Monday, October 22, 2007

I know I've made a fool out of myself. But I felt relieved after telling you what I needed and wanted to tell you. I don't know why it took me so long to tell you all that, I'm glad I'm still on time. I love you, I will never harm you. I will only offer you what is good, and He is good.

11:18 AM

Friday, October 19, 2007

Please support me (Representing my cell group)
We are selling handmade stuff to raise funds for Thailand Mission Trip
Buy leh

Visit:
www.koinonia-cell.blogspot.com

10:40 PM

Finally

It's been such a long yet short time (If you know what I mean)
Let's run this race with perseverance!

10:31 AM

Monday, October 15, 2007

Got a shock!

Sms: Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to Eveline, Happy birthday to me! They who seek the Lord shall not be in want of any good thing!

You are crazy! But I love the crazy you! Wahahhaaa!

Happy birthday Eve!

Thanks for being one of the best things thatever happened to me.

I thank God that He gave you a place here on earth on this very day, 20 years ago.

It is because of His grace that He placed you here, so that you can have a place in His grace's heart.

Can't you see, it's all planned!

12:10 PM

Commitment is a choice, regardless of the circumstances
Commitment is where the small things count
Commitment is not intention, it is the action that counts
Commitment is being single-minded

12:03 PM

A very different Saturday

Attended Yijun's wedding

Suave Yang Yi Xiang and gorgeous Yan mama

Here comes er jie, Yifang

Yan! BEAUTIFUL!

Here comes the bride and Yan papa...

Stunning isn't she!

Happy birthday Nx!

Happy birthday Zhu!

Nx the killer!

Sorry Yan. I couldn't get Nx to stop!

Awkward but nice. This is so much better than the shot taken with Sean.

I like this one a lot

To sum up this Saturday...
It was different
Because I was away from you peeps! (I missed cell)
But God's presence was there all the time
The worship session at the cathedral was great!'

You-es', thanks for missing me...
I'll be back this Saturday!
Excitement all stored up
Volume doubled up
Can't wait! Can't wait! Can't wait! Can't wait! Can't wait! Can't wait! Can't wait!

11:23 AM

10:54 AM

Thursday, October 11, 2007

D/S

D/S was great!
We had a great time at 'Kinokuniya'. Aiks! Whahahahahaaa!
Really learnt ALOT from Joshua's life.
I'll try my very best to apply it in my life.
That the key is always to stay close to You.
Singin' 'The Spirit of the Lord is on me... lalallalalaaaaa...'

Andy, so glad you ended your job, be it a high or low class B_____. Wahhahaaa! God bless you in school. Wahhahahaa! NYP, ID. What a course!

On the last note, Jean! Please go to toilet with your girlfriends! Aahahahhaaa!

K + P + O = K-PO

The auntie here is really driving me CRAZY!
Nothing against 'auntie-ism'
BUT!
Can't you just keep your eyes to yourself!
SEE WHAT SEE!?
ARGH!

11:21 AM

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

I'm always reminded of you

The cup of tea perk up my everyday
Like how you once did with your 'Gucs-es'
The never-ending laughter that we had, I will never forget
Miss you girls, alot! And I mean ALOT!
Can't wait for the 23rd!

4:13 PM

SHUT UP!

Yes Lord!

4:03 PM

Monday, October 8, 2007

I am what I eat

Philippians 3:19 Their destiny is destruction, their god is their stomach, and their glory is in their shame. Their mind is on earthly things.

Have you got an appetite?
Are you eating what is right?
Are you feeding on the word of God?
Are you fat or are you thin?
Are you really full within?

You and me
All should be
Exercising regularly
Standing stronger
Living longer
Giving God the glory

lallalalaaaaa...
(Eve, can you fill in the rest?)

10:33 AM

Mixed feelings

I kinda regret seeing you. Made me realised how much we've been apart. How I hate it! Come back! Come back! Come back!

God, be the center of his life.
Be his source of strength.

Yup Shun!
Dinner was fun!
Hey you!
Stop staring at me!

9:36 AM

Saturday, October 6, 2007

You hold the universe

You hold everyone on earth

All I need is You

All I need is You, Lord

You are my world

You are my God

And I lay down my life for You

9:31 AM

Friday, October 5, 2007

What/who are you committed to?
Do you even have one?
If not, make sure you have one.
As for me, I'm committed to Jesus Christ.
No matter what, He comes first.
I will not compromise!

1:52 PM

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Got inspired to blog after reading your 'secret' blog. Hee
I felt so encouraged after reading how I've encouraged you. Wahhahaaa!
It's really the little things that count. Singin' 'Some believe they need to do great things for the King of kings, to show the world how good and great He is... It's the little things like a hug or a smile, it's the little things of a prayer of child, it's the little things that show God's love... lallalaaa...'
Yep! You hold on to His promises and be the light to your friends.
I will continue to support you in everyway I can.

Had a great time yesterday during d/s.
The life of Joshua is so impactful. Even after millions of years, his life of faithfulness and obedience still speaks aloud.

Matthew 24:12-13 Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold, but he who stands firm to the end will be saved.

It's definately not easy running this race.
I'm gonna press on!

Recruit TEO!
Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back! Come back!

9:53 AM

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

I'm so careless!
I fell down the stairs when I left for work in the morning.
It was crazy!
It was so painful, I sat at the stairs crying. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
I climbed back home to clean my wounds and stuff.

God, I'm not gonna thank You because I fell. I wanna thank You because You took away the pain and scars (soon) and You blessed me with peeps who care.

Thanks for the calls and 'smses'.
Hua, I'm sorry for waking you up, you sounded like a zombie when you called. Wahhahaaa!
Thank you, Jean for laughing. 'I cut your hair arrrrrr!'
Thanks for all the prayers.
I'm fine now.
Recovered from the trauma. I hope I won't have phobia talking the stairs from now on.
I finally understood how you felt, Ada.
I was in pain and I felt so helpless. Thank God, He preserved me.

For now, continue to pray for speedy recovery and no SCARs!
Thanks!

11:06 PM

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

So sad lar.

My monitor has been swapped. From my LCD to an old, bulgy and dusty monitor. I really hate this!

From this...

to this! Argh!

1:13 PM