Thursday, July 12, 2007
Work, work and more work
This is the very small company I was telling you about. This is a plan view of my room. The table looks spotless, but the actual fact it, it’s flooded with a lot of stuff. I just don’t want to waste time drawing them out, it would have taken me a day to finish up my plan view then. After adding all the stuff on the table, I’m usually left with a small area, squashed right up to the corner.
The job scope and workload are fine for me. It’s just that I can’t help but feel lonely here. This is a family business, leaving me out of the culture. I’m usually alone in the room, because the other two are busy running in and out of the place. There is no way I can communicate with the other people in the other rooms. So I’m left all alone when it comes to lunch. Yes! I have lunch with me, myself and I! And I just realized that the maid will cook lunch for them, so they will just have lunch in the office, as one big family. Now, I hardly have the chance to utter more than 10 sentences. I’ve got no one to talk to! Maybe my last resort would be to talk to myself or talk out loud to God. Wahhahaa!
I don’t know how long I can take this silence. I deem it as bad. But maybe, You are changing me somewhere or somewhat. I’ll be positive and talk to myself. Wahhahaa!
I’m adapting… Soon enough, I’ll fit in. I’m trying. God, be with me. You guys who are having fun in school, pray for me.
I miss school! I could talk non-stop with my SV-GJ 2312 and have breaks all day long. I miss my cell, I could talk non-stop about God and have fun there. I miss PKC, I could dance and do silly faces there.
My God is a good God. He loves me. Nothing can rob my joy, for the joy of the Lord is my strength.
10:47 AM