Monday, June 18, 2007
Update for nowRight now, I’m really free. Free as in no school and no work. I’m officially starting to hunt for job. I know it’s been so long, but being packed with all the activities, I find it so hard to ‘settle down’. So stop bugging me to get a job, because I am trying to. I’m still struggling on the thought of going for ER, because I can’t bear the thought of being ticked off.
Working now is not an option, it is the only thing I can do. Deep down inside, I do want to further my studies. But given the state I’m in, there is just no way. I do hate it when I have no options.
Yesterday was father’s day. As I saw the kidz circle the answers, I found myself discouraged. He would have gotten the worst points. He is never the best, and to make things worst, he happened to be the worst. I never had anyone near to an earthly dad I can call. I have no idea what is in his mind and vice versa.
Ouch, ok, I shall stop here.
3:17 PM
